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Introducing Catherine Rutan - A Continuing and Growing of the Dream

Introducing my Super Soul Connection; truly a reflection like none other, and an all around wondrous human being, Goddess and becoming Master Alchemist - my Priestess, my Lioness, Catherine (Liora) Rutan. She is an incredible writer, intutitive, flow artist, yogi, friend and healer. The following is a blog post we created. Enjoy. :)

Liora and I at Lucia Falls Regional Park

Liora and I at Lucia Falls Regional Park

Weaving Practices for Holistic Dexterity and Global Unification

Awakening from the dream and remembering its details is just the start. A good start, but once that seed of lucidity is planted, and you become aware of both waking and dream states as a whole, reality stretches beyond the limitations of our minds. What if I told you that every time we dream (aka, the “5D”), we are connecting with the greater self, and thus, able to connect with anyone? Who would appear in your 5D? What would you do? Not even the sky is the limit on this one…

Once we awaken, courageously and passionately share our heart’s desires, the recreation of dreams becomes second nature; that relative to any other skill! Everything we desire that seems so out of reach is actually hidden in plain sight, and through thinking (or vibrating) we can bring anything into fruition! Expressing one’s dreams under witness of others enables leverage and ease in the cultivation of manifestation, and is greatly multiplied when shared with those who have similar visions.

No vision, perspective, dream or experience is ever the same as another’s but it’s fundamentally important that we follow and embody our heart’s callings, less we fall into the mire of “reality” (“death and taxes”). By choosing to ignore our heart’s callings, we set ourselves up for imbalanced emotions, spiritual disconnects, mental disarray, scarcity in its many forms, and sometimes even worse. Too often enough, people are so deeply asleep that they allow physical dis-eases to manifest before waking up, realizing their infinite potential, and realigning with their divine purposes.

This was true for Catherine. Things had been shifting in her life for years in subtle ways; ways that were barely noticeable to an amateur dreamer. When she woke up in July 2018 with a completely paralyzed face, it became physically obvious that something was off. Doctors were no help. They simply labeled the illness “Lyme Disease” and sent her off with useless antivirals. It was entirely up to her efforts alone to regrow the muscles in her face, and become holy healthy again. There was no way out but in.

It was quickly obvious that traditional medicines and standard doctors weren’t the solution, and Catherine already had a foot in the door with some holistic healing practices. After her first spiritual awakening in 2017, her third eye opened and she gained an understanding of how to meditate, the chakra system, sacred geometry, and the inter-connectedness of everything. And that was just the beginning. There was still inner work to be done, for she was still “trapped” in the illusive mindset of needing a 9-5 job to get by, and seeking ways to escape reality for sensations of sacredness. It wasn’t until she discovered “the tap” to infinite love that noticeable recovery began to manifest in the physical. Amongst all these shifts, Catherine was also moving to Southern Oregon, and seeking a community of holistics who could show more ways of exploring this tap. Little did she know, I have a plethora of modalities for enabling people to access deeper layers of themselves, and heal from the inside out. Our miracle healing session happened on Christmas day, 2018. There was a point during our hike where I felt compelled to channel healing, and we made our way to the Unity Open Heart Center. To make a long story short, she was ready to receive; ready to completely rewire her psyche and it’s association to the dis-ease. During our session, I encouraged her to relabel it to something she actually desired, and she effortlessly channeled “Inspiration-Ease”. Catherine is now healed, and growing chronically healthier with every breath. She is dedicated to inspiring others through her practices, and her story.

Combining and practicing our parallel passions (Spirit Science, Fire Spinning, Yoga, Acro Yoga, Energy Healing, Equine Studies, and Content Creation) together lead to a undeniably divine heart/soul connection. . .

We, as a team, are dedicated to sharing our ever growing journey as we embark on our travels and become global citizens. We are committed to teaching self mastery, healing hearts, inspiring minds, and unifying the world.

Some of our future projections include choreographed partner performances, teaching workshops locally and globally, Burning Man and other festivals, and a traveling pilgrimage around the world to train with and befriend Masters of Motherlands.

At this point, there is no going back to “sleep”. The time is Now to wake up and motivate humanity to follow their heart’s callings.

See you around the world and/or in the 5D!

Liora (Catherine Rutan) at the Rogue River Gorge

Liora (Catherine Rutan) at the Rogue River Gorge

My Dream

My Dream

If you knew your wildest dreams WERE coming true, what would you WANT to dream? What would you dedicate your focus to if you knew you were destined for success?

For me, it’s a wildly expansive, yet collective view of the world we live in. I dream of a world, and a community of mankind, United. To see all living the lives of their dreams and being able to freely experience the world without the obligation to limitation of fears, or merely where, or what situation you were born into.

The only way I know how to make this dream come true is to BE IT.
So I am…

I have attempted twice now, and the third time will be a charm; I will be heading around the world via motorcycle to adapt to all world cultures, languages and practices, sharing of myself and receiving of others to make partnerships in between borders and connect an around the world circuit, personally. My blueprint rout is south through Central America, a loop around South America, from Brazil to South Africa, north through Africa into Egypt and Israel, loop around Europe counter clockwise, come south through Russia/Ukraine into the Middle East, into India, China, Southeast Asia and Pacific Island hop home, manifesting the means to keep healthy my body and my motorcycle through countless services.

Upon my return to Oregon, where I was born and raised and in time will raise my own children, I will erect a three story black glass pyramid that I received in a vision just a couple years ago (“The Academy of the Heart” - https://www.facebook.com/academyoftheheart/), which is a free school that will teach and philosophize everything under the sun, and beyond.

Academy of the Heart pyramid - drawing 1

Academy of the Heart pyramid - drawing 1

Academy of the Heart pyramid -drawing 2

Academy of the Heart pyramid -drawing 2



There have already been a number of synchronicities to move my journey towards this outcome along its grand and daunting path, including coaching the great granddaughter of the man whom the land the pyramid will be on, was named after, and even more recently becoming a member of my first church, The Unity Church of Grants Pass (renamed the Open Heart Unity Center of Grants Pass - ) where I now teach and lecture, just as I will in the pyramid.

Outside the Unity Church of Grants Pass

Outside the Unity Church of Grants Pass

First thing’s first, I need to grow my numbers and create have a sizable nest egg to embark with (I’ve already taken two leaps of faith with next to nothing, and though it all worked out, I’d like a bit more ease to making this grand journey as comfortable as possible). I’m looking for people willing to donate to my cause, and in turn will provide you with one or multiple things in return (yoga/meditation lessons, Reiki healing, fire spinning lesson/performance, wellness consulting and coaching, and even a dance lesson if you prefer). All of the proceeds will go into feeding and sheltering myself and my Kawasaki KLR “Dark Horse”, and contributing to my worldly education.

Would you please help me into creating the character I dream to be, and the world I sense we’d all like to create?

I will not let you down, even if you cannot help me with finances, just please keep me in your prayers, and visuals and see us both as plentiful; our thoughts are things and we do consciously create on a moment to moment basis, believe it or not (an important part of our day to day meditation and yoga journey, whether we commit to it or not).

I am thankful for the challenges I will and do face, thank God/Source/Spirit for enabling me and blessing me with this incredible life, and thank you for giving me your attention and an opportunity to give and to receive.

Blessings abound to us both.

Jesse Emerson Hart

Cheers, to light, to love, and to life!

Cheers, to light, to love, and to life!

Are you certified?

I ask, by whom? This organization? That administration? And who gave them the credentials to label others as worthy and unworthy?

I'm sorry to say world, but too many out there are, what I call, "hoop jumpers". We do tricks to show others we're worthy of one thing or another and if we try hard enough, we get a little piece of paper or a ribbon that usually gets tucked away and collects dust; no one even asks to see it. I ponder; Why? If these articles are so important then why aren't we holding them on our person because of the many who want or need to see them?

Let me take you all the way to the biggest certifications I have acquired; my college degree and my certificate of marriage. Now, before I go further, let me first point out that I do not regret either of these experiences, but they taught me predominantly one thing: the very act of getting these certifications contradicts the very thing they mean to support (knowledge and love). Let me explain.

In 2008 I received a BS (no pun intended) in Digital Art and Business Administration. I left the University of Oregon with a beginners education of the field and NO EXPERIENCE. It cost me somewhere around $50,000 for something I could have paid Lynda.com $25 a month, for a few months to catch up to speed (which I later did). All I would have needed was a little passion and discipline; college taught me neither. Who were these fine collegiate educators? Two groups mostly: 1. A group of professors who received their Masters or PhD decades prior, some decrepit and aged from years of cut backs and a student population whose restless minds he/she could rarely satisfy, and some pompous enough to believe that their certification allowed them to do whatever they wanted and gave them permission to not have to be enthusiastic about their practice any longer. And 2. Students themselves, being paid by waiving tuition costs, some enthusiastic and truly promising, most didn't know what they were doing. Overall, apparently, I was there to be entertained, not necessarily educated.

On New Years Eve 2011-12 I was married to the first person in my life whom I can truly regard as an authentic soul mate. We married for many reasons; some right, some wrong. Once we were married, it was like the contract was there to say we must love each other and we must stick together. She fell out of love and I struggled to the point of massive suffering to try and make it work. In the end, it was folly, I had made a mistake by listening to the guidance of what I thought was right, rather than what I felt was right. We had to hire a de-certifier to get a legal separation (practically whistling while he worked on my shattered heart, represented in paper files) and then again to get the dissolution when it was clear that there was no getting back together.

All that trouble for one lesson: contracts, documentations, judgements and certifications mean absolutely nothing, except to those who fear. I fear no more. I read energies now, not papers.
 

I LOVE how only "OREGON" wasn't burnt. Completely unintentional.

I LOVE how only "OREGON" wasn't burnt. Completely unintentional.

After my marriage was over and the love for my college education was completely gone, I turned to something that served me greater then any wife or college professor ever could, myself. I studied my own consciousness through motivational speakers, yoga, and meditation which later branched out to qigong, dancing, singing, farming, and fire spinning, to name just a few. In contrast I realized something incredible: People value your energy over your documentations. Crazy enough but people tend to go on what they think and feel way more than what they know to be true. And they all come to that because, my guess, they followed similar steps and have had to helplessly watch it crumble apart.

That is why I am creating Full Circle Phenomenal; not for the title, the status nor the awards, but for giving the gift that gives back: Raw, unfiltered love and guidance towards a truer, Phenomenal reality - Full Circle. I don't need someone else's permission, I dedicate myself to my practice for my whole life long because I know it to be an education that must be invested in constantly. It is creating a creative and exciting life; for myself and others. If I don't dedicate myself and my enthusiasm to the practice, then any certification I would have received would become a mute point; just as it did with all those grandfathered professors. We have the all world's ever expanding knowledge in our pockets now (which seems to be mostly used for unfulfilling drama and focusing on problems rather than solutions).

I understand my true identity; the One behind the clothes and the skin, even the thoughts, and the feelings and he does not need anything but another One open to making something great together and getting healthier in the process.

I extend this invitation to you; another One, just like I am. It could be any One but only some One who is also ready to start listening within and allowing it to teach them what is actually happening and how to take hold of this experience we've labeled 'life', and make it extraordinary.

It's so much easier then going up against so much resistance. To let go of the need to please your external audience and to please your internal one is magic; it makes the world fall perfectly into place. That is what I do; I guide myself and others to enhancing their experience. And I am open to sharing my abundance if you are interested in having some. Fall, and I will help you back up. Fail, and I will show you how to succeed. (Refer to the sentence prior.)

All the Love,
-Jesse Hart

I saw this *sign* shortly after the last person asked about my being certified. I saw a beautifully written, "he". I love that "she" is just a little prettier, "he".

I saw this *sign* shortly after the last person asked about my being certified. I saw a beautifully written, "he". I love that "she" is just a little prettier, "he".